i think i'm beginning to take things for granted. Dear has been super as usual. Giving in to me whenever he cans and he really puts me in first place before himself. I"ve been feeling quite irritated and moody these past weeks. Lots of ups and downs.. Partly due to my constipation problem, PMS and sucky work environment. I'm glad that i still have woody dear to lean on in such times.. =) i look forward to the day when we will be officially married.

i dun wanna go to work tomorrow.

i thought that i won't be looking at Jobsdb or Jobstreet for a while since i've gotten a new job. BUT... sigh..... i've not yet adjusted to the environment. it's a very different kind of environment. Plus the office is not a normal office. It used to be hospital ward. So the layout of the office is really weird and cramp for a finance dept of 30++ ppl.

but i really do not want to be someone who gives up easily. I have been ding it all my life. i think i will endure and see how it goes. It's just a week. Things might change for the better yea?

i hope so.......

I've decided to separate this entry from my last. As i wanted to keep that entry short and sweet. Any longer entry, and i will be blabbering all sorts of out of topic issues in the entry. Just like what i'm doing now.

ok... there are pretty much things going on in my life right now.

1) i'm engaged........ to Woody on Sat 5th Sept 2009 at Marriott Hotel. i can tell that my darling has put in lots of effort to plan for the proposal. Secret arrangements with my friends behind my back, lunch hour arrangements, cracking the brain for ideas, just to make the proposal a sweet and romantic experience for me. 99 roses, Lucky by Jason Mraz, a Love & Co. proposal ring, and a speech a day after the proposal cos dear is too nervous to say much during proposal except for "Will you marry me?" with a shy face. i won't forget the look on him. :D Love you so much. Now headache over wedding bands. I like 2 kinds of diff designs. Wondering whether to get the classic one, or the more bling one........................... still thinking.............

2) I'm an ACCA affiliate! I've finally passed my ACCA papers! i do not need to study anymoreeeeeee..... Weeeeeeeeeeee

3) I'm moving on to a new company on 14th Sept 2009. :) I'll be based in Bugis now. :)

WIsh me luck in my new phase of life. :)

It has been 1 year 1.5mths since i first joined the company. It was a very rollercoaster experience. But at the end of my career in this current company, i think i managed to achieve something in my career and i am ready to move on to another company. There were ups and downs in this company.. Mostly downs towards the end of my time here.. but i think of the valuable experience gained whether personally or professionally, i think i've still not regretted joining. I just received my testimonial from HR and i've just read it. I guess the testimonial has summed up my achievements in this company.

I'm ready to move on. Wish me lots of luck in my new company. :)

first thought in woody's mind. why is my dodo bird blogging at this hour when she's suppose to be concentrating on her studies now????? *winkz*

Summary of events

Mostly at home trying to study for exam paper next week. Most of the time forced by Woody to concentrate due to lack of self bird discipline.

Woody had to sacrifice some sleep as he was forced by dodo bird to go to her bird's nest and not go back to his nest until after midnight.

Woody and Dodo both demoralised at work and are trying very hard to get out of that unhappy worksite.

Woody is still diligently going to JB every wkend with or without Dodo to pump petrol and wash car. of course dodo has her supply of Anlene from JB. and some random Lilo and Stitch stuffs.

Dodo has friends complaining that they hardly see her anymore as she's busy with so many things. Appointments are already being made in advance for Dodo's attention.

Dodo is self complaining about the lack of maintenance being done on herself. lack of manicure, pedicure, face peeeling, laser, facial and exercise.

Dodo is stilll very deprived of shopping.

Dodo has successfully lead a non-alcoholic life for the past few mths without withdrawal symptoms!

Woody has finally seen Lilo and stitch movie although incomplete, he has fully understood why Dodo likes Lilo and Stitch.

Woody and Dodo are still very happy love birds, looking for the perfect bird nest for their love nest.


THE END

even the best tempered / luckiest / happiest person in the world has his share of bad days.

Quarter-life crisis.

What say you?

(spending money seems like the best way to soothe the unhappinessss in me now but temporarily)

i know it's very very bad.

i can't help feeling this way. call me a whiner. but i really can't help it. i hate this kind of feeling that i'm having. i really hate pessimistic ppl and i seem to feel like one now. i hope this is just temporal.

my favourite song from HSM3

the heat is killing meee........ i just had a shower but before i even step out of the shower, i'm already perspiring again!!!!!! Argh........... it's soooo humid!!!! i can't stand it.........................

i simply can't stand heat, extreme coldness, dirt and odour. Shoooooooooooo

Exams are around the corner again!!! argh.... hate this period of time.. so wat if i can get 1wk off from work.. actually i'm in a very terrible state.. hate work, hate studying. wat else can i do then??? life sucks in this aspect for me. our wkdays have not been passing by happily.. lots of downs at work, and it's only during the wkend when we can truly be back to our normal happy selves. i hope things get better.. if not going to work everyday is such a drag... that's so sad. :( i kinda miss the times when i was having fun at work.. swire shipping was fun.. although i was lowly paid then... happiness can never be bought with money.. see i have such a nice sweetheart bf and he comes for free. :) do i need money to buy such a sweetheart that is so perfect for me? money is just soooooo superficial. i dun deny that money can bring us happiness to some extent.. but it just stops there.. there is a limit to the degree of  happiness that money gives. one thing that i really hate is quarelling over the issue of money. i'm glad that no one around me is quarrelling with me over money issues. LOL

anyway it's a sunday night again.. i hate this time.. once i get to bed, and open my eyes, it will be a monday morning.. sigh. argh. very frustrated. it doesn't help that i'm having stomach cramps.. i have been drinking cold water.. very very humid weather.. but i really can't stop myself from drinking cold water........

i hate this post la. i just keep on whining.

i'm not having any improvements in my life except that i have a lovely family and bf. other than that, life sucks. i'm not having any self improvements at all. and i hate it. i'm not looking after my health. i buy spirulina so that it can collect dust at home. Sucks.self discipline where are u???????????????

anyway... my dear woody helped me to throw out lots of stuff in my room... his nose acted up cos my room is a bit too dusty. LOL... we threw away one big bag of rubbish!!!!! my drawers are quite neat nowwwwww....... hehehehehe.... thanks to woooooody... 

we're driving up to kuantan this labour day wkend with my parents!!!! i can't wait. =)

it's the worst day of my life this year. it's the first time i have had such hard bad feelings towards this workplace. it's a total mess. and i do not have the motivation to carry on anymore. it just totally sucks. it's like i feel so damn demoralised and lousy. it's like we're all in deep shit and nth can save us. just pls let us get thru this smoothly and move on. Argh. i'm feeling just so frustrated and pissed now. stupid start to the week.  i reckon the week will pass by like a snail. F*** those idiots who screw it up. i've nv seen such terrible audit team in my life.